Day one of weaning 😭

I've decided that I've hit my bf wall. Lasted longer this time then last time! Yay! So today he will get one bottle a day for a few days then two and so on and so on until I'm dried up in a few weeks. It's bitter Sweet, he's my last baby. I was hoping to go until he was ready, the last babe decided to wean at 7 months and he's almost at 8 with no sign of weaning on his own. I know that I have a freezer full of milk for him but it's still emotional but I also need to feel like my own person again and not be glued to a baby all day. 😭😑😴