Just sharing.

My first pregnancy in 2016 was a miscarriage, then my second I had a healthy daughter in 2017, then in 2018 I conceived again and terminated my the pregnancy for medical reasons with the baby, and this February conceived another rainbow baby, a boy.

When my daughter was a baby, we talked at length about having more than two kids (two was always the plan). After my second loss, I’ve decided I emotionally can’t handle being pregnant another time, pregnancy after loss is just too stressful. Since I’ve come to terms with that, I’m actually getting really excited to be done childbearing! No more TTC, no more worrying, just two little ones.

I’m trying to convince my husband to get a vasectomy when I’m postpartum so our sexual “downtime” is all kind of gotten out of the way at once! 😂

I’m still a bit nervous that something could go wrong with this pregnancy, though the chances of problems are very low since our NIPT is all low risk, but I’m trying to stay positive and hope that I’m done getting pregnant!