Did he do what I think he did

So the past week something has been playing on my mind, my boyfriend wanted sex and I couldn’t be bothered too emotionally exhausted, then we were talking about babies, then all of a sudden he said he wanted to make one and I was like no because you said we can’t until we have a house together and money isn’t tight, then he’s like I really really want one tho I don’t want to wait and I said you can’t just say things like that and not mean it...anyway he says he meant it so we got making then when he went to cum in me he pulled out and said “I can’t”

And cum on me So i was like okay it’s fine, silly me started crying and he hugged me saying he thought too much at the end...in my head all I’ve been thinking is did he trick me? So I would have sex with him? Or was he being truthful

We’ve been together 5 year, I’ve been wanting my rainbow baby for 3 year.

What do yous think?

Update: just so yous are aware we have been talking about it for a while since 6 month after my miscarriage to him, I confronted him about it to again and he still says he thought too much at the end, we haven’t used protection in 2 year and just use the withdrawal method but both agreed if I do fall pregnant we’ll both be more than happy, he doesn’t want to start trying properly tho till we have a house of our own and some bills are payed off...I agree with yous tho I still think he tricked me 💔