Working moms

Ok ladies I don't even k ow where to begin so here it goes.

Has any of u ladies that work full time or part time felt like ur missing out on so much on ur kids n SO. I work 12 hour night shifts Sunday thru thursday. It's killing me everytime I go to leave at night hear my girls say mommy please don't go please then my son who just crys n crys for me not to go. Idk what to do. I feel so lost so alone so empty.