Miscarriage post... trigger warning

So I woke up today excited to go to my NIPT test, but I had lots of bleeding when I went you the bathroom. We cancelled the test and went to the ER and waited hours for bloods and an ultrasound to find that our baby had no heartbeat...

I should be 11+1 but baby measure 9 weeks.

I've had lots of discomfort the last few days, and now it makes sense..

so here I am with a glass of wine, numb, and in the denial stage of grief. I've barely cried yet, but I know it's coming. Tomorrow I have an appointment to schedule a D&C.