One minute your all lovey dovey the next he's calling you stupid, a bitch, a hoe and everything that someone could be possible called what does it feel like? It makes you feel like shit. It makes you feel worthless, knowing one day you'll find someone or something better but don't wanna let go because you have a "family" with this person, because you don't want your child to go through what you went through wondering why your parents weren't together and why his parents couldn't get along and love one another like other people's parents. When you've been fed up so many times but you stay because he says your son deserves a family so you stay. But tonight I got hit in the face.... Tonight, I will walk away from the worst possible relationship I could have been it, because tonight I realized I deserved better, tonight I realized my son doesn't deserve to scream and cry while I'm getting hit on. For my son I will stand strong, and walk out on his father because it is what's best. Because I realized.  And if there are any ladies out there reading this and going through the same thing I was please get out before its to late. Luckily I'm still alive.