People tell me my happiness is contagious. People always want to hangout, but once I express sadness, no one wants to listen, so here is where I will spill it out. I rarely speak about my issues, but when I do people get weird because they always notice me as the really positive person. It's like people are in denial. I cannot talk to anyone. No one wants to see me sad. But i'm in so much pain. No one knows what I've been through. Every painful event has allowed me to hold a smile better. No one truly cares...