I'm getting through this breakup it's definitely hard but I have to do what I have to for my sanity. Plus I need my power back. I miss him but I can't and will not go back to a emotional/ mental abusive relationship. I just can't no matter how much I miss and still have feeling. I pray God remove him from my heartpermanetly  I can not go through life like this any longer. Thank you for letting me vent. This is so tough.  Any uplifting words out there. I just need positive energy because right I'm fighting being depressed.