Signs of PPD

13 weeks pp and I can’t remember the last time I was really “happy” I’m happy to have my daughter obviously. I feel like I’m just her feeding bag and that she doesn’t want to bond with me in any other way. I’m always angry and irritated, I honestly can’t remember when it started but I feel like I’ve been like this for a long time.

I lash out on my husband a lot and never seem to be neutral with him or towards anyone else.

We have so much help, and I feel like I hand her off to anyone any chance I get, it makes me feel bad just thinking about it. :(