Just some venting thoughts..

I’m not trying to over think but I do want to have hope, my miscarriage was in April (of this year) I usually don’t have pregnancy test laying around. But i wanted to HOPE and put positive vibes into the universe for our rainbow baby 🌈 Being that it has been 3 months since it happened. I feel like I have no time to waste. It is still very hard to see other positive test, or having friends ( who weren’t trying) tell me that their expecting. I’m truly happy for anybody who is expecting because I know that feeling all to well. But I also know the feeling of being told, I can’t find a heartbeat. Any way I don’t wanna get sad, so BABY DUST TO ANYONE NEEDING IT AS MUCH AS I DO! 😊