But why not me

I’ve been trying to have a baby since I lost mine last year .. and just 20mins ago my friend told me she is pregnant and that makes 7 kids now .. we are both the same age 25... but like why not me? Don’t get me wrong .. I am so happy for her .. but she does not want to keep the baby so she is getting an abortion.. I get it .. her choice her body ... but why can’t I at least have one of my OWN!! 😣😣 dammmmmmmm