This is my life now

I have been doing a lot of planning and prepping for my baby’s arrival. I feel my other half hasn’t. He has another child and I’m not sure if because he’s done it all before he just doesn’t want to again Idk.

My child was 100% planned from doing everything right and timing. We had a trip that was planned but not booked for bachelorette/bachelor party. I decided not to go since I’m 6months pregnant he decided he still wanted to go. Cool no biggie have fun.

The only issue I have is I am planning my own baby shower, I know some feel it’s tacky but I don’t have a lot of friends and I’m a little more on the high maintenance side and very very particular so I wouldn’t want to burden anyone with the task. I already spent well over 1k on things and my other half hasn’t pitched in at all. Now before anyone says that’s too much trust me I get it but to me it’s a big celebration. I had a miscarriage before and really believed I could never get pregnant. I want everything to be special. He told me to make it special and do what I like but has yet contributed anything. Not ANYTHING. I make great money and not pressed I just really thought he would be more of a help and he’s not instead he’s in Vegas snapping pics on snap chat every 5 mins 🙄

Annoyed mother