Hopeful for the future ❤️

Last September I had an early miscarriage and was devastated, I would have been due in June 2019... this month. Ironically I got a BFP again this month. Crazy right? I get a bfp the month I would have been due to give birth from my last miscarriage. What are the chances?!

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Oddly I wasn’t too excited when I seen the second pink line this month. I seen it and became upset. I had a gut feeling, I knew without a doubt in my heart that it wouldn’t last, and it didn’t. I am currently still bleeding.

Another early MC in the month I would have been due is just insult to injury. 😞 I feel like I’m being punished and poked at. Cruel

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However, I’m suddenly feeling a bit optimistic. I’m trying some new things, some anecdotal, but worth a shot. I’m taking flaxseed, B3, vitamin D, drinking tons of water, and green tea. That and I’m going to drink a ton of grapefruit juice, more green tea, and take evening primrose supplements all the way up to 1 dpo. Oh, and I bought pre-seed which I’ve read good things about.

Feeling hopeful 💕

I’m not throwing in the towel yet!!!!