Dear Family

After mom died everything changed...

you all seemed to hate me...

I found a friend who helps me and loves me and has walked me through this hard time in my life and I’m a better person now because of it...

I love her so so much but you hate her...

any time I talk about her you try to change the subject...

any time I go to her house you go out and do stuff with my siblings because I’m not there...

you take them to see movies and go out for dinner and you do a bunch of stuff for them while I’m not there but when I am you don’t do anything g with me...

jes actually cares about me and would do anything to see me smile...

don’t think I don’t hear your stupid and condescending jokes...

do you know how much it hurts to have your family make fun of you? No you don’t...

all I want is to be happy...

I just wish you would accept the fact that jes is my friend and your not gonna change my mind...

I hope you move that the more you push jes away the harder it’s gonna be to get me back...

and I know that scared you but your the one at fault and not me...

so all I’m saying is if it comes between her and you, it’s gonna be her...