I had my first miscarriage in 2015 , the second in 2017, and my third after trying for three months with my husband in March of this year. We've had tests done the only thing they have found is that my ovarian reserve hormone is a 0.5 when I should be at a number 2. And my husband is in the lower average range. So the doctor decided to put me on baby aspirin and clomid to take along with my prenatals. And made my husband stop smoking. But how do you cope and not stress out about if you're just going to end up miscarrying again? It has tore chunks of my soul and his soul. I've always wanted to be a mother and now I don't even know if I can be one. Yes we could adopt however that is expensive and my husband and I have had our hearts set on this for so long. How do I continue to stay strong and positive? I'm so tired of the disappointment when I get a positive and then miscarry the next day. It's so discouraging I pray to God to keep me strong and help us through this. But I'm seriously losing hope. Please keep my husband and I in your prays please. It's very hard for me to admit when I'm losing hope or need help. If you have any tips I will gladly take some.