One day

All it took was one day and I'm breaking down. My dad lost his job, with it we were just barely making almost enough now I don't know what we are going to do. My counselor says I shouldn't take on the roads with my parents because I'm only 16-year-old but it's so hard seeing my mother cry and my dad getting drunk when all I can do is sit is it OK for me to be giving my paychecks to them or should I just be a kid. My problem is I never really been a kid it's not that I was thrown into life I've just always had this more adult quality to me and I don't know how to change it. Im 16 often mistaken for a 23-year-old I don't know why this maybe my way of talking or carrying myself. But idk this was a random rant after a day of being my fathers dd and my moms rock. I finally broke at work (where I was closing😫) a Machine kept beeping at me and I lost it and started bawling luckily no one was in the shop to see. It's just crazy how far I could fall in one day.