He’s 15weeks tomorrow. The past couple days he just fucking screams and cries. He doesn’t want to be held or put down. He’s eating fine and normal diapers. No he doesn’t have reflux and he’s not gassy. He goes to sleep at night like he normally does. But during the day he fucking screams like someone is murdering him.

I’m sitting here crying because i hate him right now. I just want to lay him down and walk away for the day. I wish he wasn’t in my house.

No i don’t have PPD

I should add my husband is military we have no family here. My few friends all have kids or jobs and no one is available to help or their kids hit babies so i don’t trust them