So angry, upset, alone, and hurt.

6 weeks 3days with our Little Miracle. Hubby works all day and I’m left here home alone on bed rest. I literally can’t do anything. I have no friends or family. And the family I do have could care less about coming to visit me. I’m so alone. Like it legit hurts to have to lay here all day doing nothing. I’ve watched everything on Netflix, played just about every game online there is, read, did crafts, everything. I’m just getting so depressed being alone all the time, and I have yet to wrap my head around being pregnant. After several recurrent miscarriages it’s just not hit me yet. I’m scared something is going to go wrong. Our first ultrasound is this coming Wednesday. Sorry for the long Rant, but I was just needing to vent and get it out in the open.