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hii! i’ve had the <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android">glow app</a> for about a year now but have never posted anything. i am 18 years old. i graduated high school this past may. my boyfriend (21 in dec) and i moved in together in may. my family adores him. i have always wanted to be a mother and would very much like to have my dream come true in the near future. however, i’ve always been the good child and i feel this will disappoint my family. 2 of my 3 sisters both got pregnant at 18/19. my family was not joyous about this. eventually i know my family would learn to accept it, i just don’t know what to do. maybe it would be in everyone’s best interest if we waited to start our family. has anyone delt with this feeling before? i’m happy i found this group!