Obsessed w/trying to get pregnant

I know I'm not the only one. Ever since suffering a miscarriage in July, I've been so obsessed with trying to conceive baby #2. I try to have sex EVERY day of my fertile window, i symptom check EVERYTHING, over analyze every twinge, stock up in pregnancy tests...and i become a POAS freak and frustrate myself by staring at negative tests and i swear i see the faintest if faint lines when nothing is there 😖. For the love of GOD, i just wanna get pregnant!!! If it's not the right time, can i please stop obsessing so freaking much.