Still in the hospital...28w5d this is so hard

So I’ve been here for about 3 weeks now and I’m going bat sh*t crazy!

I want to go home

Doctors are too worried about letting me go and looks like I’m going to be here until they decide to c section me or I deliver. 😔

I didn’t get a chance to start the nursery or finish working and making some extra money or just the normal nesting that would have occurred. I miss my husband and my animals and so tired of being in bed rest. For my first pregnancy this is not making me want another, maybe I’ll feel different after she’s born healthy and I my arms but for now I’m not having that great time that other moms seem to be having. Can’t go outside but I hear it’s nice out.