Should I feel bad ???

Melissa • Proud mamma to baby boy 💙

So my LO is 11 weeks old on Monday and since day one I’ve EBF him. We have never done bottles even though I have pumped and have a tiny stash in the freezer. Up until yesterday he would only settle with me if very upset... which was tiring some days but made me feel so good. Yesterday something changed and he is now super comfortable being calmed down with his dad and took a bottle of breast milk like a champ. I feel like I should be super happy.. but I sobbed for a good part of the day because I feel like he doesn’t need me as much or that I’m not needed . Am I being crazy for feeling this way??