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Jazminn
Hello everyone...I started miscarrying tonight and passing clots and more blood, after having a rocky couple of days. I had an ultrasound last Thursday, where they didn't find a baby in the ultrasound, and had blood test in the next few days. I was told my HCG levels went from 6446 to 6517, not even close to doubling. On Sunday, I started bleeding after straining from a b/m, which I believed was the reason why I was bleeding, but after receiving my HCG numbers, I realize it was my biggest fear. I have an ultrasound on Thursday to make sure everything is cleared out but it's so heartbreaking. I've had a miscarriage before and a healthy baby afterwards (my daughter is currently four), but I was so ready for this one. I'm trying to just heal at this point...I had so much hope for this baby, but at this point, I'm just trying to let nature run its course. I'm already prepping myself for Thursday to see nothing on that ultrasound, which will break me down even harder...but I can't control what God has control over.