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So a bit of a back ground when I fell pregnant In 2016 with my daughter I couldn’t be happier I wanted a girl soooo badly and when she was a girl I was over the moon excited BUT then my blood pressure got higher and higher and she was not growing like she’s supposed to be and the dr multiple time used the word still birth... I was so scared to loose her. At 30 weeks and 4 days I went to and appointment to monitor her heart beat and they weren’t getting her to elevate her heart rate sooo they did an ultrasound and they said my fluid was really low and so they sent me straight to the hospital to be induced and within an hour of being there I was told she would die during labor so I was in the OR being prepped for an emergency c-section on 12/14/16 I had my daughter 2lbs 3oz and 13 inches long... fast forward to October 2018 i find out I’m pregnant after trying for 6 months and I was so excited but 5 weeks in I was told no fetal pole come back 2 weeks...

Still measuring 5 weeks and in December 2018 I had my first miscarriage it was the most horrible experience of my life... I went into labor And deliver the baby on the restroom floor in the hospital... i got pregnant again and at 5 weeks another miscarriage... it was horrible and took me a long time to grieve it’s still hard. 3 cycles later we tried ONE time and the. Yesterday I got my first positive test I’m scared. I have an appointment tomorrow to hopefully get on progesterone I’m between 3-4 weeks pregnant...’pray for me that this is my rainbow baby I want that baby so bad and I hope waiting and doing everything I can to make sure I don’t loose this baby ...