Feeling let down

Here I am my two most fertile days yesterday and today and my man too tired for sex. Been trying for a year and a half..been dying for a July baby...I'm so exhausted from being patient! If that makes any sense at all. It's babies everywhere! I'm a good person. I treat people wonderful. I'm full of love. And yet the stars just won't align when it comes to me conceiving my precious angel baby. I'm just venting..any similar stories would make me feel not so alone right now.xo