Just a small rant.

Tiffany 🌻
4 weeks late. All BFNs as of last Thursday(hadn't been back to the store). Can't go to a dr for blood work until mid to late October. Diarrhea and constipated back and forth day to day. Dizzy spells daily. Cramps daily. Spotted a week before AF was due and about a week and half after(neither lasting longer than 2 days). 
If I'm pregnant I don't care about the symptoms. I'll welcome them with a smile. I JUST WANT TO KNOW😢😢😢😢 By my last period i would be somewhere between 6-7 weeks. I've read that some women don't find out til well after 10 weeks! 
I just want to know! I want to be picking out furniture with the intent to buy. I want to have my names seriously picked out. I want to tell everyone. 
I really think this would be a lot less stressful if it was an accident and we hadn't been trying for a year.