Scored low

I took the asvab for the first time and scored very low. I feel so disappointed and discouraged to even consider retaking in a month. I thought the test wasn’t even too bad besides the math and engineering stuff. I studied so much and went through 3 thick ass Kaplan asvab books. I know the military isn’t everything and I should look at other careers and stuff, but it was my ticket to free schooling. And working at the VA office. I’m only 21 and I feel like I’m running out of time to get my life together. Any advice would really help.