I wish I could warn so many people not to have babies. It’s not required and it’s not the next step and you should wait a long time. I know no one cares but I just regret my son so so much. I wasn’t really one to want kids but my husband does so we had one and I hate being a mom. My mental state sucks and I just want sleep. I really can’t stress how much kids suck and you shouldn’t subject yourself to this torture. Sorry to post this but I’m venting.

This just seemed like the only place to get this out.

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Actually I am going through this. I live this life everyday. I hate this person I have become and I hate feeling like a danger to my baby. I think every bad thought you have of me so don’t worry I know. Hopefully this can be an eye opener to some that some moms struggle hard in different ways. My way just happens to be a very scary way that will take time and lots and lots of support. You need to support people like me. We feel like we can’t even trust our selves. I’m very thankful for the support I’m getting.