15 DPO....not doing this next month

I'm done. Not done TTC, but done with tweaking and testing early. Got 2 faint positives ...super faint on clear blue, and. What I am guessing was a big indent on frer 2 days ago. AF 1 day late so took another frer this morning with a bfn, pics below.

All those evaps, indents, etc make me so excited just to be let down. I am not buying a bulk pack of strips next month...I can't do that anymore....been ttc for a year, after trying for 4 years, finally got my baby boy. It seems like we will have problems with next one, even had. A chemical in February. Just feeling lost...I wanna cry.