am i the only one who feels like they’ve lost themselves in pregnancy?

this was a problem before i got pregnant for sure but it’s only getting worse.

about two years ago i was at my best. i was free spirited, happy, confident, and I just knew who I was, completely.

idk what happened in the years after that but I’ve lost myself. I no longer have my unique little quirks or traits or things that instantly make people think of me. like for example, i used to have my blue hair and I was obsessed with the color yellow. anytime ppl close to me would see the color yellow they would instantly think of me. I had things about me that made me different. I don’t feel special anymore. I lost my free spirited, hipster style and personality and I have no clue how to get it back but all I know is I want her back. Because being that person is the only time in my life I can say I felt complete security and happiness