Reassurance please

Hi all,

I am 7w5d, had US at 5w6d and it was perfect.

I’ve gone through 3 horrific losses, two wound me with a hospital stay.. all three were emergency surgeries. I just wanted to vent.

I have a scan on Thursday but my symptoms are disappearing as of two days ago. I’m broken. Scared. Don’t even want to go on Thursday now.

Sigh

We do have our daughter but I just don’t want my husband to give up hope. This babies DD is the day I lost my father so I was hoping for a better day around that time with this pregnancy. I’ve been sick since 3 weeks so I am extremely scared right now.

Any encouragement would help. Thanks!!