Break ups

Miranda

So my boyfriend and best friend of 10 months dumped me on the Fourth of July. I hadn’t even seen him in 1 & 1/2 months. Then I found out yesterday that he is already talking to someone else. Keep in mind this guy was my first love and as far as I know I was his too. We had all of our firsts together and we did everything that could’ve been a first. But apparently I was stressing him out when he wouldn’t even talk to me so he decided to break it off. He told me we could be friends and we would try to get back together and then he’s freaking talking to someone different 5 days later? WTFFFFFF!!!!!! I don’t even know what to do now and I feel like I’m so alone because I lost most of my friends. Most of those friends were guys but they were band kids so I wasn’t planning on doing anything with them but I stopped being friends with them anyways. Now I’m by myself, friendless and boyfriendless. I’m a band kid too so idk how to make friends very well cause I’m awkward. Freak guys.