So I’ve been trying to masturbate using hands, shower head and other items to try get me off but I just can’t reach an orgasm these ways anymore they just aren’t don’t the trick, so I want to get a vibrator.

Unfortunately I’m 16 so I live with my parents so ordering one online could get me easily caught and I can’t go out and buy one cause where I live is kinda out the way of the closest town.

Please help a girl out I’m in dire need, what should I do?

Edit: thank you for all the responses, I can’t go to my mam about it she just gets weird about these things, my nearest town is a 3 hour walk, i would order off amazon but I’m worried someone else will get to the package first, I’m going to try the next time I’m in town but that could be months and I’m from the UK so don’t have Walmart and never see sex toys in my standard shops