My mom is disgusted by me.

Mariana

So I've been on this healthy eating diet for about two weeks.

today while my boyfriend of 5 years was at my house we were outside with my dogs. My mother comes along and decides to make a point about how well I've been doing on the diet. She told me in front of my boyfriend that she wished I loved myself and that cared for myself in hopes of me getting a better boyfriend if I "fix" my body. I want to stand up to her but then I feel guilty. I freaked out because If my own mother is disgusted by me is my boyfriend too?