4 miscarriages, 3 in a row this year

Got pregnant in January, miscarried end of February. Got pregnant in April, miscarried in May just after mother's day. Got pregnant in June, just finishing up another miscarriage in July. I feel like I'm cursed with a cruel joke... We get pregnant in a blink of an eye the 2nd ovulation after each miscarriage only to lose the pregnancy within 2 months, and it doesn't seem fair. I'm worried at this point that I'm never going to be able to emotionally connect with a pregnancy again, but I'm hoping our fertility consult later this month will bring me back to a bit of hope, or at least give some actual answers with testing...