Can anyone help. :|

So I fucked around and caught feelings.

Me and this guy started messing around for like 3 months and he kept acting like he had feelings for me. He kept telling me and 2 of my friends that he quit his old job to move back down to me. And how he wouldn’t go to another job bc he knows I don’t like him gown for long. But he said we were gonna stay at complicated bc were 4 years of age apart. Well I realized I was catching feelings and so I ended things and said “yeah I want to stop. We can still hook up and stuff but not this constant string we have going on” bc I didn’t think anything would ever go on after that point and he’s a hoe so I was like “oh well I don’t want to worry ab huh cheating if we ever dated” and I was tired of waiting for him to make a new move so I ended it.

Well now he’s ghosting me, leaves my snaps on open or delivered for days and he lost our streak... And that’s when I realized haha I really like him. So now I’m sitting here missing him like crazy.

I plan on calling him this weekend and saying “hey you home or will you be home soon bc I needa talk to you.”

Bc idk if it was just sex and he was just pretending to have feelings or if he really did have feelings. I’ve tried to ask him but he won’t talk to me through txt. And yes I know it’s my fault bc I knew he was a hoe and that if I caught feelings and I’d wind up being sad in the end but damn I’m human.

Help ? 😂

And if you plan on judging me bc of this choice I’ve made in MY life skip this post.