My skin is sick.

I am so sad. I have Folliculitis and my thighs rub together. In the summer time I get use cyst or boils (idk if it’s a boil because they never come to a head!!! Always a large bump under my skin) between my thighs. Please do not judge. How can I stop this!? My dermatologist said there isn’t much she can do. I hate it so much. I am so ashamed. My ass looks horrible too. I just want it to stop but it’s getting worse with age. I’ve been showering with Hibiclens and have steroid cream. They last about a month or two and just won’t ago away. And once they do come up I get another one on the other side. I am so sick of my skin. I want this to stop. I can’t even have sex with my husband because I am so ashamed now. I know he doesn’t care. But it looks like I’m sick. 😭😭😭😭😭 I hate it!!!!! I see online so many clear skin bodies. I can’t even wear a bikini without clothes it looks gross.

Help please!!!