Still no baby

It just sucks. I miscarried in May and we were NTNP til August and here we are approaching October and still not pregnant on top of that we've been trying for 15 month for our second. Just this week alone 5 people have had babies or announced their pregnancies and some of them are "surprises" we've been trying so hard for this baby and it's so exhausting. I'm tired of people telling me to relax or be strong. I've been strong for so long I just wonder why my baby had to be taken from me. Wishing you all some sticky baby dust ❤️