First ultrasound/confirmation visit

I’m so nervous, last week I was rushing to see today and now I’m nervous! I get to see what’s in there! Lol I’m a little bit emotional 😭 I guess I’m just scared as hell right now! This is the only thing that’s going to settle my anxiety! I’m rambling I’m sorry! But this won’t feel real until I see something!!! I feel like I’ve done everything right, I’ve been taking prenatal vitamins before and during trying to conceive, I’ve been tracking everything for months, my thoughts was I will never get pregnant when AF comes, and when I got my first faint line I didn’t know what to do! I was excited and sad at the same time! I thought I was getting my hopes up for nothing, I’ve had one miscarriage and it still hurt so being excited about seeing a faint line was not really doin it for me, so when they started doing the blood work I was like ok this is the beginning of something maybe, then getting a hcg level of 16 was scary, then I went back in 48 hours and didn’t find out until that Friday because the next day was a holiday was so nerve wrecking it was at a 43 I started freaking out, then I went back that following Monday it was 367 so I’m still nervous I’ll probably be nervous until I can actually see what is going on in there or hear a little heartbeat if I can just make it through this one will be the best blessing ever!!!