tttttttttc

ttc or not ttc that's the question

i've been ttc for 7 months now without success, i have a feeling that this month is the one (hope so, fingers crossed) i don't know how to explain it and at the same time there is this voice in my head telling me " don't get ur hopes up, u know how it'll end , u know it hurts) i'm 8dpo i used opk, bd a lot in my fertile window and above all i'm more calm and try not to stress my self.

the 2ww are very hard, this urge to test😑 is so hard to control , why do we neeed to know at ovulation day if we're pregnant why can't we just chill and live our life fully until we miss our period, why do we want to control everything and plan every second of our life rather than just enjoying it.

I can't imagine those that are ttc for years ( baby dust, and prayer to all couples that are ttc, hope you'll get soon what you want).

anyway sorry for posting such a long msg. baby dust to all of you😚