Sad and suffering

I’m going into my second trimester and I still feel like death is upon me.😢😢😢😭😭😭I have hyperemesis gravidarum. We’ve tried all sorts of meds and trips to the ER and I’m literally praying everyday that I will get some sort of break from this. My back and pelvic bone are already popping. I’m so shocked I thought it wouldn’t be this fast. I also have headaches, aches, pains, upset tummy, nausea, extreme vomiting, acid reflux, bloat, gas, breast pain,and constipation. Someone please tell me there’s some light at the end of the tunnel or in my next trimesters?I’m just exhausted from it all. Is there anyone who’s experiencing the same as me? This is not my first pregnancy. However, I’ve never experienced anything like this. I’m blessed to have my twins.(Layla and Laeton) I’m just feeling defeated.