Hi everyone! So I don’t know exactly the response I will recieve on this but I kinda just wanna know peoples opinions. For a while during high school and even after I struggled with an eating disorder. Due to Emetophobia. The fear of vomiting/nausea. Before I had my daughter I weighed 75 pounds which is insanely underweight.

While I was pregnant with her I barley had morning sickness so it wasn’t too bad and my weight went up to 105-110. After I had her I lost the weight really easily. Mostly because I dealt with really bad post-part in depression and my abusive ex wasn’t any help. My fear had come back worse. I finally decided when I got back to 70 pounds to change and gain weight for my health. I started taking miritzapine, a anti-depressant that has a side affect of making you hungry more. So I took that for about a year and I saw so much progress. I got all the way up to 100 pounds which I know is still little but a huge accomplishment for me. Well I noticed that it all went to my stomach and I felt sorta.....fat. I felt like every picture I had to suck in my stomach. Well now I’m 9 weeks and 3 days with my second baby and I’m just sorta wondering if I’m showing more because it’s my second baby or if it’s actually just my stomach fat making a grand entry. Maybe some of you might roll your eyes because I’m super skinny which I know I am it’s just my stomach that makes me self conscious because idk if it’s my sweet baby or my food belly from all the McDonald’s and junk food I ate beforehand lol. Please be kind but have an open and honest opinion:) thank you 💜