Ever try touching yourself only to feel like it’s boring now and something is missing? 😫

For me it’s like trying to get myself off feels NOWHERE near as good as it used to. Honestly it feels like something is missing. Plus, looking at porn or reading smut doesn’t work it’s magic either anymore since seeing that stuff makes me think “I feel like there should be more. Why can’t I feel this stuff I’m seeing?” I mean I’ve tried a vibrator before and it still didn’t do the trick. I swear I constantly think about getting off, but I can’t. 😫