My husband even before we got married has been addicted to masturbation. He has masturbated so much in life, his penis now leans to the right. Its hurtful because his addiction leaves me with no satisfaction. We might have sexual relations once a month. He’s lucky I’m not a cheater because now would be the time. I just needed to vent. Porn/sexual images/masturbation distort the perception of what sex should be and feel like. I feel more like a woman who lives with a man who just wants to pay all my bills in exchange for food