Coping with pregnancy loss

I just recently experienced my 4th pregnancy loss and it has been so hard on me. I’ve struggled to feel any type of feeling besides emptiness. Sometimes it feels like I’m not even human. Through this darkness I have found something I’m talented in and actually love. I’ve recently started making baby girl bows and oh my gosh has it brought me such peace! It puts me in my happy place and I feel so much calmness while making them! What do you think ladies? I’ve made these for fall! I just need to add the headbands(: praying for all you going through this💗