White-worshipping Asians

I’m Asian and I cringe when I see and hear other asian women talking amongst each other about how they want to marry a white man just so they can have mixed-race kids. I’ve heard Asian women judge mixed Asian children for being more Asian passing. It’s like they’re saying that they think the Asian race is ugly. I’m so sick of it. It’s disgusting to only want to marry someone just to have an Asian and white mix child. Pathetic. I’m also mixed, but I’m not mixed with white and my parents genuinely loved each other. My dad is the asian one, and my mom (not asian) couldn’t care if I’m mixed or not. White worshipping is a big thing in the Asian community, and it’s really sad. Half-White Asians are always in the spotlight, while full Asians are put to the side :(