Ashamed

I didn’t know where there was an appropriate place to post this, if there even is one. But me and partner tried conceive for quite a while, constantly got frustrated and heart broken when my periods came or had negative tests and when I got pregnant a few months ago, the two lines was amazing but then it wasn’t...

I feel so ashamed about it but I wish I could almost take it back and not have been so naive, being pregnant is hard, the hardest thing my body have ever gone through and I seriously don’t feel ready at all for this baby. My guilt seeing other ttc and not getting their dream baby whilst I’m having one and wish I wasn’t is just so awful, I wish I could give them my chance