Praying for a positive 😢

So I have been trying for what seems forever to get pregnant. There’s been so many times I’ve been so sure I was pregnant, so many times and so many negatives.

This time I have missed my period by around 5 days, I’ve been having the symptoms of periods but have creamy white discharge, cramps, constipation, and tender breast. I keeps saying I won’t get my hopes up but the truth is if I’ll always get my hopes up until I see the double lines on the test 😢💔😢