Send me baby dust...

Me and my partner of going on 5 years, have been trying on and off for the past 2 years. And to our surprise we had our first positive test back in February, which was short lived, I miscarried at 6 weeks. I have a 9yo from a previous relationship so having a child of our own would complete us. I know he wants a baby, and I feel so depressed thinking I can’t give him... feeling more and more discouraged as the months keep passing with negative tests. We have sex 4/5 times a week at the most. I know “everything happens for a reason” and I’m not getting and younger... I need positivity, ladies. My period is due today, took and test and nothing. I guess I really should give up, cause that seems to work. But it’s so hard when it’s something you really want.