I am so tired of all the false positives, indents, and negative tests. I’m on the verge of breaking, and it’s taking everything in me not to give up...

I always thought that this would be the “easy” part, but boy was I wrong. This is the most difficult and heart wrenching part and experience I’ve had in life...😔

Prayers and good vibes would be highly appreciated... I’m on the verge of that bad place again...